Don’t you just miss those adorable smiles they all had before? those smiles that changed through the years… *cries*
Panic! at the Disco - Let’s Kill Tonight (Official Music Video)
My classmates are so weird, they think i’m high. I mean like, DUDE! YOU’VE NEVER SEEN A TIRED ASIAN EYES BEFORE?!
"Prescribed pills. To offset the shakes, to offset the pills. You know you should take it a day at a time."
Coming home from the hospital today made me want to listen to this song more. Seems like the therapy that they did to me for my disease was successful and now I got the pills that I really needed a long time ago. The pills that I’ll be taking every morning, every single day for the rest of my life. I can relate to this song because I had to take it in the morning and basically wait for almost an hour before I can eat, it’s more of like “Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks” thing. It feels good that your favorite band wrote a song about something you can totally relate to hahaha.But It’s still kinda devastating to be taking such medications at a young age though, oh well at least God wasn’t running late in my case, if you know what I meant :)))))
I just got home from Panic! at the Disco’s The Gospel Tour concert at The Greek Theatre in LA! I’m so freakin’ excited to post about it, truly one of the best night of my life! holy crap with the blessings too ghaaaad. We were just taking pictures after the concert when one of the crew started throwing Dallon’s bass guitar picks and I was so lucky to catch one, deeeeeyyym. I swear im so happy right now im gonna burst into tears! ohhhh ghaaad such an awesome niiiiight iuwebfsjdd,fnsdkjvndriugfnjdsknsiudfvnsdkjvnsidfubvsndijkvndskvnx,cmvndsuifvjdkcvnseifundskjvnfaesdiufnds im so fvking happy and excited and tired and exhausted at the same time I can’t even put my words together anymoree. deeeeyyymmmmmmmm! and then I got the chance to see and talk to Zack Hall like iufhnsdkjnfsdiufsnidrufnsjdfn it was so awkward yet so unreal like iuefsdkjfnskdjvnxcvnidrfbnsdifkjds,nfncsidufcnsd,fnsiuvsduifneriufrfndsfswieufhnsdkjfnsdifudskjfn,xfowedfjsekflwneiuffknsjkdfnweoiusfjlkiufbne just let me post more stuff tomorroooooow maybe i’ll be calm by then. iufhksjdfnsdjkfncx,vnsduifsdjfkewnuebndfdsfhndluxnddf arrrrgggggg. God! thank you for this awesome night, I swear! iufnsdkjfnesuifnsdjkfnesfiosdjfsndfisdfjdmfdsflsdfeudindfldsknfsdf
2:37am | today’s the big day! Hori syit im so excited I cant put my mind asleeeeeep! Jsjskskejenrbdfidodoshwowjsbjdjdjjdjdndnrur I hope I can take some good pictures tomorrow! I really hope ill be in the right spot, please please lemme be on the right oneeeee pleaaaseeeeeeeee. I swear im so freakin exciteeeeeeedddd! On the other hand, Im worried and a little sad too. I was so lucky to watch Panic at the Disco before as the whole band with all the members playing together live before in the Philippines but tonight… I know its going to be different… Waaaaaaaay different.. I’ll be hearing the same song and same voice but with a different tune and aura… Ryan, Spencer and Jon’s presence aren’t gonna be there anymore. It’s sad realizing these things beforehand but yeah, I guess I’ll just have to make the most out of this blessing God has given me. Wish me luuuuck!
Today our professor gave us to the new professor that our school just hired, he was giving lecture and ask if anyone had a question afterwards. None of us ask a question, simply because everything was clear and he explained the lecture really well. Our professor once again ask us if we have a question about the lecture, and once again everyone replied “no”. She borrowed the notes that I’ve written and starting picking out question from the terms that has been used during the lecture. she asked several questions and none of us got the right answer. She smiled and said,
“Now I thought everyone understand the lecture? you know what, I was thought before when I was in nursing school that the best way to learn is through curiosity. Learning isn’t just simply writing a couple of notes on your pad paper, you kept on writing those stuff without even thinking what you are writing. You have to question yourself, you have to be curious in order to learn. When you don’t know a word that you wrote, go and ask your professor add up some curiosity to your way of studying. Yeah you understood the lecture, but how much did you really understood? and trust me, when you get used to that, you’ll be shock by how smart you can get. You’ll be smarter than the students who you think are much better than you. Because you, you have that curiosity in you, you know things that the other kids don’t know.”
We were all amazed by what she said and we all started to come up with a questions with the lecture. It turned out, she was right. We did understood the lecture but we didn’t really learn that much about it. The new professor was also amazed with our professor and praised her, then she said,
"there you go, and that’s how you take care of it.
we all started laughing and I swear she’s just an awesome professor. A truly one of a kind.
Probinsyana - Bamboo | for the first time in forever I had the guts to post a drum cover, a 15 seconds drum cover video though. Huehue. And no, My eyes aren’t close, I just woke up when I recorded the video really. So yeah…
2:25am | I just had to watch these guys again. Deym why can’t they just get back together?!